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AARRGGHHHHHH..stupid lar..yesterday go cut my hair..then i expect it to turn out to b nice..n then wa lao eh..cut until like ah ma like tat..so short.. very different from wat i told lar..
then mon go sch liao..want me to become the joker lar..

stupid.. i ll nvr go there to cut agn.. waste money over there only..

argghhhhhhhhhhh

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Lol..sort out feelings! he's just not my type..keke.. treat him as my good friend nah!too young for me le.. nt my type!

we went to beach today! so fun man!

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Lol..sort out feelings! he's just not my type..keke.. treat him as my good friend nah!too young for me le.. nt my type!

we went to beach today! so fun man!

haix

u know..i actually make this blog just to vent all my emotion on it..n didn't intent to let anyone know about this blog..nt even my dear shepherd..nobody ll understand how i 'm feeling..
today.. they quarrell agn..over money.. does money really matters so much?o pls.. if she ask u for money just give lar..if u wan to avoid a fight just give lar..n i just dun give it a darn..

seriously.. i dun noe wat e heck am i doin..am i a christian in name? or am i a real christian?
i dun noe. i didn't do quiet time for a very long period..i dun noe y.. i didn't have e urge to do it.. even services.. i wanted to go.. but then wenever there is something related to scouts like we meeting who to go out.. i ll just 放弃 goin to service..

OMG.. GOD..will u tel me wat to do.. i realy duno wat sld i do..

in scouts meeting the leaders r just so darn bias to her.. they won't give others a chance..let her do e best job best thing. eh pls lar.. we r scouts u know. she is nt e only one who is a scout..WE R SCOUTS!
can't u just let us do the things..y must it b tat she will always do e most relax job and the others like us have to do e tough jobs.
life is so unfair can.. watever lar.. wat they wan to do .do lar. i wun ever give it a darn anymore.. Fkers..

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we chatted on the phone for 26 mins! aha..feeling somekind of love towards him eh..so sweet ><.. he told me something abt himself.. so poor thing neh..his troop people doesn't like him..poor thing sia..hmm..i waited for his call for more than 2 hours lar!he called at i think..12am plus ba..haix...but i just feel sweet when i hear his voice.. hehe xD

chey..but who am i to him first..if he doesnt have any feelings for me..wat for i have?! i dun wan to be like those girls out there saying wat.. he break my heart..he like other girl..he nvr like her before... NO. i DUN WAN to bbe like them...

i wan some one who i can really trust on..he ll b wit me when i most need him..even when he is so so busy about is things he ll spare times to be with me..he love me more then i like him.. tats wat i wan... is it so hard??

am i really a lousy girl? ugly girl? that no body like me.. am i really tat bad?? nobody ust know me very well they don;t!!!

they don't!

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